This essay is an attempt to describe the process and practice I work within, and its development in relation to material and my personal reflections. It is an attempt to describe my five years at The Royal Institute of Art divided into 6 chapters. Chapter 1-3 describes my process and thoughts about my work and its development. Chapter 4 is a brief summary of affect theory and how it relates to my practice. Chapter 5 is a short description of my understanding of what an ekphrasis is and a personal attempt of what it could be. The last chapter is a short text about what my work is about in relation to myself.